Chapter 17
She was brisk. She was, in fact, so brisk that what happened in the yard in her absence was told to her afterward, twice, by two different men who had both been there β and she found she believed it entirely, because it was the most Dane Mercer thing she had ever heard.
Brandt, waiting, had begun to amuse himself. It was the crack in the man β the need to be appreciated by an audience worthy of the work β and Dane, on his knees with a rifle at his back, had given him the opening without meaning to, or perhaps meaning to with the whole of his desperate heart.
"You knew my name before Vane spoke it," Dane said. "In the cellar mouth, when you came up. You called me Mercer. Proffitt told no one. Vane told no one β I was his shame, not his gossip. But you knew."
"Your name is in the book," Brandt said.
"My name is nowhere in the book. Vane wrote names of the bought, not the boys. You knew my name from somewhere else, Marshal. You knew it from '74. From the deposition Thomas Callahan left sealed in Helena β the one you just told June about, the one that's supposed to wake up if he dies or if Vane moves against her." Dane's voice went up a degree, so the yard could hear β so the riders, standing their horses in a ring with their carbines down, could hear. "You read it. You've read everything. You've been reading my life out of sealed files for years, waiting to see if the boy would ever carry anything worth stealing back into the valley."
Brandt was silent a moment. Then, with the air of a connoisseur conceding a vintage: "Your father β your real father, not the scout β crossed me once, in a small way, over a wagon route. It is a genuine pleasure to me, Mercer, that his line ends usefully."
"My father crossed you in no way at all," Dane said. "Vane's men burned his house because he wouldn't carry whiskey, and you just told this yard Vane was your hammer. So let's have it in the clear air, Marshal, for your own men to admire: you ordered the roads kept, Vane swung, and a family died on the Musselshell for administration."
"Careful, boy."
"No. I'm finished being careful. Careful is what killed everyone I ever loved." Dane got β slowly, with the rifles following him β to his feet, and stood swaying with exhaustion and fury, and did the thing June would have given a year of her life to see: he reached into his shirt, drew out a cord, and laid in his open palm a thing that caught the dawn.
It was half a pendant. Silver, old, cut down its middle with a jeweler's patience β half a river, half a star.
"Thomas Callahan gave me this the night he sent me away," Dane said, and his voice carried to every rider in the yard, clear as a bell in cold air. "He said: the other half stays with her, so that whichever of you is lost, the other can prove the finding. He took me in off the road when your administration orphaned me, Marshal. He fed me and taught me and called me son in every way but the saying of it, and then he sent me into the cold to keep his daughter alive, and I kept her β twelve years I kept her, from ridges you'll never know the names of. He wasn't my father by blood. He was my father by choosing, which is the only kind of fathering that can't be forged on paper." He closed his fist around the silver. "And her half is in that chest with the will. So when you burn the one, Marshal, you'll have to burn the other, and there are men in this yard who know what a matched pendant means in a court β it means the story is true, all of it, and the story is already out of your hands."
In the cabin, June heard his voice rise through the door, and could not make out the words, and put her ear to the wood β and missed the last of it, which the riders told her later, the part where Brandt laughed, genuinely, and said, "The boy has a poet in him. Pity," and levelled his pistol at Dane's heart with the unhurried air of a man closing an account β
And June came out of her cabin door carrying her father's cedar chest in both arms, heavy as a coffin, and said, in a voice that stopped every motion in the yard:
"Marshal Brandt. Before you shoot myβ" she searched for the word and found the true one, the one that cost the most, "βbefore you shoot my brother, you'll want to open this yourself. I couldn't find the key. And I find I am done β done β being the only one in this valley who never got to see what's inside it."