My Neighbor Admitted She Kept Destroying My Solar Panels for One Reason

Chapter 24

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They brought Peter out of the house last, and I think that was deliberate. Leon and Travis went into the back seats of separate patrol cars, both already handcuffed, both already facing forward like men who had been in this position before. Peter came out slower. He had a bruise rising along one cheekbone, and his wrists were secured behind him, and the afternoon light hit him in a way that made him look exactly like the photographs in Grace's hallway.

Sophie took a step toward him before she caught herself. Grace caught her arm. She did not pull the girl back hard. She just held her.

"Wait," Grace said. Her voice was not loud, but Sophie stopped.

Peter looked at his daughter across the driveway. For several seconds nobody said anything. The fire department was rolling up equipment. Simone was talking into a phone. Officer Delgado stood near the front door writing something down. It was the kind of quiet that happens after everyone has already spent their noise.

Then Sophie asked the question.

"Are you my father?"

The question was worse than an accusation. Accusations you can argue with. That one you can only answer.

Peter nodded. "Yes."

"You were alive?"

"Yes."

"All eight years?"

"Yes."

"You watched me?"

His eyes went down. "Sometimes."

"You knew when I started high school?"

"Yes."

"You knew when Grandma took me to visit your grave?"

He closed his eyes. I had been standing there as a witness to this family's worst minutes, and I remember thinking I should look away, and I remember being unable to.

"Yes," he said.

Sophie stepped backward. Grace held her steady. Peter looked toward his mother.

"I'm sorry."

Grace's voice stayed even. I don't know how she did it. If I had to say one thing about that afternoon, it is that Grace Thornton kept her voice steady when she had every reason not to.

"Do not say that until you are ready to name what you are sorry for," she said.

Peter nodded. He said it plainly, the way people talk when they've rehearsed something alone for a long time and finally have to say it out loud.

"I am sorry I let you bury another man under my name. His name was Caleb Morris."

"Yes."

"I am sorry I built the access tools Sentinel used."

"Yes."

"I am sorry I watched Sophie grow through stolen cameras instead of returning."

Sophie made a sound. Grace's arm tightened around her shoulders.

"I am sorry I made fear do the work of truth," Peter said.

That sentence silenced Grace. Whatever she had braced herself to hear, I don't think that was it. She had no reply ready, and for a moment the mask she had worn all day β€” the furious old woman on the roof β€” slipped completely, and she was just a mother.

"I never meant to stay dead," Peter said. His voice was rough. "When Victor told me the story was set, I told myself it was temporary. I needed to get inside the restricted side to collect what I needed, and then I would come out and end it."

He looked at Sophie.

"Then a year passed, and the evidence I had would have put me in prison, and the evidence I didn't have yet would have protected them. So I told myself one more year. I kept saying that."

Grace said nothing. Her jaw was tight. I think she was doing arithmetic of her own β€” eight years of Sunday dinners without a son, eight years of telling a granddaughter stories about a father who died before she was born.

"I told myself you were safer with me gone," Peter said. "That was the easiest lie I ever told."

Sophie spoke then, and her voice was steadier than I expected. "Did you know they followed me? After Mom's β€” after the video call. When I stopped answering."

Peter's face changed. "I knew."

"And you still let them put me under relocation review."

"I had no way to stop it without coming out," he said. "And I was afraid that if I came out, I would lose the archive, and the archive was the only thing that could end them."

Sophie looked at Grace. "Grandma?"

Grace shook her head slowly. "He made his arithmetic, and other people paid for it. That's all that needs saying right now."

An officer guided Peter toward the third car, separate from Leon and Travis. He had helped expose the company. He had also helped build it. He climbed into the back seat without resisting.

No one called him a hero. Not that day.

Sophie watched the car door close. Grace watched Sophie. I stood in my driveway next to a red-painted roof and understood that whatever happened next would take years, and some of it would never get fixed. Mia was still at her friend's house. She didn't know yet that the whole neighborhood had been watching her sleep. I had to go tell her, and I didn't know how to start.

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