I Came Back for You

Chapter 1

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Chapter 1: The Man on the Ferry

The ferry came into Harbor's End the way it always had, slow and sideways against the tide, and Elias Thorne stood at the rail with his duffel at his feet and told himself, for the last time, that this was only work.

Sixteen years. The number had followed him down the coast from Seattle like a gull follows a boat, patient and uninvited. He had built a company in those years — Thorne Marine Restoration, a crew of eleven, a waiting list of owners who trusted no one else with their grandfather's sloop. He had everything, he sometimes thought, except a reason to be standing on this ferry.

The reason was anchored in the harbor below him, gray-shingled and sagging: the Harbor's End boathouse, built in 1911, home of the town's historic skiff fleet, and as of last month, his contract. Restore the boathouse and the fleet before the summer regatta season. His was the only bid that had treated the building like a boat — save what could be saved, replace only what was dead. He had not bid on it to come home. He had bid on it, he told himself, because nobody else would save it properly.

The gulls cried. The diesel dropped to an idle. Below, the dock was doing its evening theater: summer people with coolers, the harbormaster's dog asleep on a coil of line. Elias shouldered his duffel and went down the ramp with his toolbox banging his knee, and that was when he saw her.

Adeline Prescott stood at the end of the dock where the ferry passengers thinned out, in a yellow rain jacket she had not zipped, holding two paper cups of something steaming. Sixteen years had done almost nothing to her — same dark hair pulled back, same way of standing with her weight on one foot, same face he had last seen through a bus window. His heart did something it had not done since he was eighteen. It simply forgot its instructions.

She was not looking at the ferry. She was looking at a girl.

The girl stood beside her, maybe fifteen, tall for it, in rubber boots and a canvas apron over a sweatshirt, a pencil behind one ear. She was laughing at something — head tipped back, entirely unguarded — and her hair, loose in the wind off the water, was dark. Not brown. Not Adeline's brown. Dark the way Elias's mother's hair had been dark, near-black, with the same unruly wave at the temple he saw every morning in his own mirror.

The girl said something. Adeline handed her one of the cups. They stood in the easy architecture of family, and the girl — Adeline's daughter, there was no other reading of it — turned her face toward the ferry, and Elias saw her whole face for the first time.

His own eyes looked back at him. Gray-green, deep-set, his. The chin was Adeline's. The rest was some treaty between them, signed without his knowledge a decade and a half ago.

He stopped walking. The toolbox slipped in his grip.

Do the arithmetic, some cold part of him said. Do it the way you do a hull survey. Fact: she is fifteen, perhaps just. Fact: sixteen years ago this August, you left this town. Fact: the summer before you left —

"Elias Thorne. Well. The tide does bring things back."

The voice came from his left, dry as beach grass. Maude. His aunt stood with her hands in the pockets of a fisherman's sweater, seventy-some years of weather in her face, looking at him the way she had looked at him when he was nine and lying about a broken window.

"Aunt Maude."

"You've got your mother's jaw when you're stunned," she said. "Come here." She hugged him hard and briefly, the way she did everything, and then held him at arm's length. "You've seen her, then."

"Seen who," he said, and hated how young his voice sounded.

"Both of them, by the look of you." Maude took the toolbox out of his hand as if he were a child who might drop it. "That's Adeline. You remember Adeline. And that's Wren."

"Wren." The name landed somewhere below his ribs. "Her daughter."

"Her daughter," Maude agreed, in a tone that gave away nothing and everything. She started up the dock toward the parking lot with his toolbox, forcing him to follow, away from the two figures by the water. "She runs the library now. Wren works the boathouse summers, restoring that old skiff. You'll be seeing a fair amount of them, I expect, given why you're here."

"Maude." He caught up. "How old is she?"

His aunt looked at him for a long moment, and something in her face was not pity, exactly. It was older than pity. It was the look of a woman who has watched a town keep a secret.

"Fifteen in April," she said. "Now come on. The cottage is aired, there's chowder on the stove, and you've got the face of a man who needs to sit down before he asks the rest of his questions." She paused. "And Elias — she doesn't know you're coming. Either of them. The contract was council business. Nobody thought to warn — " She stopped herself, amended. "Nobody warned her."

The cottage had been his mother's, and Maude had kept it the way you keep a boat you love: aired, patched, defended against the damp. There were his mother's curtains, the chipped blue mug, a woodpile stacked with tyrannical neatness — and on the stove, a pot of chowder started before the ferry was even sighted, which told him everything about how accidental his welcome was not.

"Sit," Maude said. "Eat. You look like a man who's been living on coffee and spite."

"Seattle's a food town, Aunt Maude."

"Seattle's three thousand miles of wrong ocean." She ladled. "The bid. Tell me about the bid, since we're pretending that's the conversation."

He told her: the condition survey he'd flown out to do in March; the report that said the building was dying but not dead; the state money, the matching funds, the fleet of twenty-three historic skiffs. He did not tell her about driving past the library on that March trip, twice, at closing time, like a man casing a bank, or sitting in the rental car watching Adeline turn the sign to CLOSED. Some things a man keeps in his own bilge.

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